Life is fair and full of loves so that I listed things I would like to do before I DIE....

Firstly, who does not want to be what he/she wants to be? So I have decided to be a skin specialist.

Open a skin spa, which will be located in the centre of Malaysia.

Bring my parents to Mecca, so that it will be their second time there.

Be a very loyal and devoted partner to my other half.

Have I mentioned to get a pet? Well, one will be an iguana and the other would be a dolphin. So I need to build a pool in my house (Gosh, again money!)

I want to renovate my house in Penang so that it would be a very cosy place for my family to live.

I want to be myself so that people will remember me when I die. Because by being myself, to love myself and to love others all my heart, with prayers and hopes, I am sure that is a divine way to show the world that LOVE rocks!!!! yeahhh...

Eid Al Adha

Yay..at least I've got something to look forward to.

Eid Al Adha.

:D

My passion

I love cooking as u can see the pictures. Above is tortelloni (italian pasta) and one is chicken curry.



With this chicken curry, I suppose a nan or chapati or roti canai would be a great companion of this curry isn't it?

It was you who....

When I had problem with MARA in Malaysia last summer holiday, it was YOU who consoled me...

When I had some issues with my family, it was YOU who calmed me down...

When I was so tired and could not feel my legs, it was YOU who gave a very good massage on them...

When I was at your place, having early breakfast for the next Ramadhan day, it was YOU who cooked a very delicious meal...

When I was so craving for Thai food, it was YOU who bought me a plate of kerabu mangga(mango salad)my favourite...

When I was having problems here in UK, it was YOU who listens to my cries and tears...

When I felt lonely, it was YOU who sent texts of loves and care...

When I need someone to lean on, it was YOU who is there for me...

I could not live or breathe without YOU..

YOU are my oxygen...
YOU are my blood...
YOU are my heart...
YOU are my world...

So this is the time to say I NEED YOU...nobody can replace YOU

(Specially dedicated to E. Daniel)

I never had a birthday gift this year!

I never had a gift from anybody in October this year!

Last year it was in Malaysia. That time it was a cake of Secret Recipe with some friends. But unluckily, this year my birthday I celebrated in Great Britain with Salad and Daos.

But I know I can treat myself with J Co doughnuts in the future. Half a dozen would be only mango ones.

Can anybody post those to me?

Please....(Begging)

Why do we still need to compare?

Recently I read my beloved's blog. What was brought up is how people like to judge Kelantanese people and call them names.

I dont understand why Malays, well obviously true isn't it?, like to separate themselves and compare according to countries they are from.

I thought that we are now living in the modernized world and yet applying modernized principles upon unity of nations. If Malays can be good friends to Chinese and Indians, why not Malays are close to Malays themselves even? Without applying racism in life which in turn will terminate the sweetness of independence.

What we call MERDEKA is no longer active and alive. Regardless of our countries, is it hard to become One?

Is it hard to become peaceful and yet civilised nations?

Life is TOO short to let RACISM into your life. We have a brain and utilize it as maximal as we can.

What I did on these two days of nothing.

Despite the depressing weather and also being locked in my room due to my viral illness, I managed to sleep more than I should have. It is fair enough as sick people need more rest and good food to keep them going.

Missing my other half in Malaysia would be so terrible for me as it always happens every minute of everyday. I could not believe it has been roughly 6 and a half weeks we are apart. Even crying and sighing would not be enough to pay my missing upon you dear.

Besides, I also had time to chat with some friends in Facebook as well as in Yahoo Messenger. We talked a lot about boredom and what could we do to fill our time with something we enjoy. One of it is reading blogs.

Looking at Yasmin's and Aflin's, they remind me of being independent and self reliant. It is so hard for me of being all alone in Bangor, North Wales, UK having no acquaintance to hang out with. Well, that is not a reason for me to dwell in gloominess isn't it?

I wondered, how Yasmin can produce lots of super nice commercial breaks. They are so touching and yet left deeper impacts on my life.

Of all things I do, I could not forget about you E. Of all things I enjoyed, you are the most subject I could think of. Enough said about my other half. Let us move on to another topic.

I have been planning to go somewhere this weekend just to chill and release the tension of being alone in UK. It hurts more to realize at this stage you are only capable to pray and love your beloveds from far away. Nothing much I could do.

Dear God, I pray to you, you are the Most powerful Grantor of prayers, I pray that my parents, my family and you E to be safe and always in good condition because I know, we would not be here until today without love.

Missing you is not enough so that is why I pray so that my love can shine upon you.