It hurts a lot just recently i received two heartbreaking news, firstly about myself and secondly is demise of my uncle.

It hurts to the point i questioned why He gave these to me. Is it because of my stupidly sinful life? or perhaps blessings in disguise?

It hurts a lot. And yet, i am searching for the answers which i could never find.
But in the end, it is HIM who determined how your life would be after your plans eventhough a mountain of efforts or hopes, He knows best.

I miss you my little teddy bear, you sang me THE CLIMB yesterday when i called you.
I miss you.